Sunday 15 October 2023

just Michael

one day
all this
even this
will end
naked in the sun
free of connection
I will stand
alone
but with peace

the other lives
will drift away
until my horizon
is cleared of reflections
and then echoes
of empty thoughts
will crumble between
memories and dreams
they will dissipate
in this new silence
they will free me
until
I will be

just Michael

Sunday 1 October 2023

still trying to understand

I don't drink to forget because the true value of a life is found in the pain that delivers change. I don't waste tears for yesterday because tomorrow I may find her. Some love a lifetime and spend every waking moment in the arms of the one they adore. That has not been my story but it does not make my life worthless. I held a love once that burnt hotter than the hell; that awaits me. It holds me still. It anchors me in a time when life was simpler and when my heart was flesh. As I fade its lustre and innocence gives me ballast and that memory will deliver me to the edge of my grave with a smile. 

We are a brief inconsequential moment in a billion years of darkness and fire. We are the children of exploding stars and the result of odds that even the most reckless gambler wouldn't play. But we must never disconnect our hearts from that first kiss.

For this is love.



hearts and munitions

she had no heart
so I gave her mine
but donating an organ
whilst in love
is like holding onto a live grenade

after you've thrown

the pin