where do I go wrong?

1. narcissist
2. selfish
3. cold
4. cruel
5. insensitive
 

for some 

these are traits to avoid,

for me

they appear to be

a fucking shopping list

(I had a moment. A very lucid moment about a woman who was just one in a long line of women. I stood back. I pulled them all out of the darkness and looked at them. My conclusion was clear. I am a fucking idiot.... no more. )